Thursday, August 25, 2016

Saturday, February 13, 2016

14/2/2016

I don't want to go backkkkkkkkkkkk :'(
My last day here, there goes my holiday
But it's a simple yet fulfilling holiday
I don't know how to define 'well spent' holiday
Somebody like to keep themselves busy but i don't
Anyway
It's time to face the truth
Pack schedule is better than do nothing
As usual
I WILL SURVIVED
hahahahah

Monday, February 1, 2016

1/2/2016

假期要完了
很emo

開始真的作爲一個design student過後很久
沒有爲了自己喜歡而畫一些什麽東西
突然間很想念我teenage最喜歡的game character
所以就
畫咯
不過真的是很難像以前一樣超級專注慢慢磨了



Thursday, January 28, 2016

28/1/2016

生又何哀, 死又何苦?
希望你在另一個世界無病痛
我會記得你的笑容和聲音


Tuesday, January 5, 2016

5/1/2016

Finally done with my assessment. This is my third assessment, which is my third semester, second year first sem.  Refer back to last year, i can't imagine why there's such a big differences in term of the things we need to prepare, first year is way too freeee mannnn
Anyway, friends always knew i hate to stay up all night, or doing things overnight because my physical condition doesn't really allow me to do so, but these two days, actually is the past two weeks, for the first exam week i only manage to sleep for 4 to 5 hours++, these two days due to the preparation of assessment, i only slept for 4 hours in two days. I did something never did i thought i will do. People always change, when you got no choices left, huh, hahahah
Experience a lot for the past two weeks.
抗壓性,忍耐力全部提高了
We are so under the stress that almost cannot tahan.
I think the hardest part is, it's kind of like, torture you mentally, for a youngster like me doing things overnight is actually okay, but imagine every morning when you wake up the first thing come into your mind is the same thing that haunted you for almost a month, how would you feel?
or even worst, you want to sleep but you just can't because every time you close your eyes you will see your sketches, model, report.. 精神折磨真的很恐怖
Don't know if i can make it to 4th year, there is still a 2.5 years to go
I can imagine my how my next semester will be,
sketches
model
panel
moccup
design report
research report
academic subject's test



Wish me luck.

Saturday, December 26, 2015

26/12/15

I nearly lost my phone today, again.(i lost my previous phone like about a year ago) But i wasn't realized my phone was gone until my senior ask me where's your phone, hahahah
We always do our work at studio (if we wanted to) even though it's weekend, no shutter bus provided, that's out little habit, so here i am. Came here by taxi and i didn't care about my phone i thought it's in my bag until 1 hours++ later my senior ask me where's your phone i only realized it's not with me. She tell me the taxi driver call my roommate and drive to my hostel to return my phone to my friend, so my friend call my senior to ask her to inform me, just now. It's hard to express the feeling, the entire incident is over now and only after that i realized what happened.. soooo hard to express the feeling.. i skip so many step, hahahaha
Anyway, the taxi driver is sooooo kind, an indian uncle, a lucky day for me to met such a kind - hearted uncle, i guess my best repay to his kindness is some good deed from me to this society, even though it's just holding the door for the people behind you.
用他的精神回饋這個社會就是最好的報答.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Finally i can remember my password 13/12/2015

Finally i can remember my password so here i am again, heheh
So.. i don't know how people differentiated friends between mates, saw lots of people find lots of friends in college and uni, but sometimes i wonder is it that easy? It's been a year after i enrolled into UTM, i really want to say, sometimes i just can't. I don't know whether it's my problem or what, i tried to make things go easier, in fact things are going easier but deep inside my heart i know i am still doubt about of using the term of "friends". I guess it's really my problem. I try look to back what i did and try to fix it and that's something i can control. The things i cannot control? No.
They said出外靠朋友, that's why i try everything not to do that. But yes, i do have some gao wek feeling when things aren't go with the outcome i expected, maybe i just take for granted? Anyway, a lesson for me today, i will figure it out what's the term i should use.

I miss you guys.