不要抱怨 ，靠自己是应该的.

Pacific Rim

Become a Pacific Rim's fan-girl recently ,
i'm not an action movie's fan or crazy for Transformer ,
but i still love the movie .
Still , i have to say their fighting scenes are way better than Transformer ,
but what attract me the most is , the relationships between the characters ,
the father-daughter , Stacker and Mako ,
and the relationship between Raleigh and Mako ,
the 'drift space' setting in the story is great ,
what exsist between Raleigh and Mako
is not the love between the couple (maybe in Pacific Rim 2 ? )
it's a perfect trust between them ,
i really love the 'drift space' setting in the story ,
 although it's not an original idea that come from the director .

My Secondary school's friends

Went to Kukup with my secondary's school's friends yesterday .
Although we got only 19 person out of 30 or 31 ,
but i hope those who come really enjoy the trip and for those who couldn't come ,
i can tell you're actually feeling sorry ,
especially SeiWei and ChunHao ,
what ? are you writting an apologize essay to me ? Hahahaha
Still , i think someone is giving me an excuses ,
i really hope next time we can go together .
The feeling of we come from the same places ,
that kind of 亲切感 and 熟悉感
a kind of bonding between us is something that i can never find in my form 6 life .
Well , you said it's very fun , it's still fun , but ,
we're not young anymore ,
and i understand , the trip we held when we're in form 4 ,
is the most special trip , we can"t duplicate the feeling anymore . 
But i cherish every moment we share together ,
i have my gang , that are far closer with me ,
but when i'm with you all , that's another feeling .
我相信没有人会花一个88$和24小时来应酬，谢谢大家给我一个机会．

And for the 2 idiots , we may not have many special moments ,
but after all these years i finally realised ,
what you giving me is "inject" something you didn't notice at the time , something little tiny things
into my ordinary days in the past ,
and now those ordinary times is something special for me .
We spent most of the time together in the past ,
i really miss those times .
Although we may not meet each other often ,
and you guys are pack with your schedule ,
but , i really hope we can still remain the same after ten years later ,
and i believe we can do it ,
i love you girls .

Can't believe it that i actually slept form 2.30 pm till 6.30 pm today !
Shittttt what a wasteeee !!


   

Went to Penang in my last holiday .
I think i always learn something from some trips ,
from some peoples .
The rudely of Hong Kong people teach me
to be polite to the other people ,
but the kindness of Penang lang teach me
to be kind to the people ,
even though they're just some strangers .
I hope in the future ,
i can meet more people that is waiting to inspire me ,
to change my attitude towards life .


My friends always make so much fun till i have a thought of burning down my school .

不要这样
我比你的难过更难过

24/5/2013

The day before i sit for my sejarah and econs exam ,
i study sejarah for whole afternoon and about evening ,
i open my whatsapp group to see what's going on now ,
i said i'm tired ,
and all the 'jiayous' come up ,
but still ,
there's somenone always love to tease me , haha
i smile like a fool to my phone alone in my room ,
how creepy , hahahaha
But i felt the warmth .  :)


Yesterday teacher praise me for no reason ,
i don't know why , haha
he suddenly said : 有你这样一个女儿很不错hor , 懂事 , 不会让父母操心 .
I think my mum will probably 翻白眼 when she see this ! hahaha
Teacher , you will say so it's because you don't know me well , haha
but , it's not because you say so and i have to say something like this
your personalities and your kindness
you are a good teacher
a good daddy who dote on children

and i want to say : Teacher , how i wish you were my dad too .

21/5/2013

Nothing to do , so i just redecorate my blog .
8 months past , i didn't even post a sentence here , haha .

I suppose to be studying now , but i end up sitting in front of my pc .
Well , nothing to said , life is bored , This one and a half year is a 过渡期 for me , but i believe if i can go through with it , i will be more mature . But there's still 6 more months to go , which means i have to continue emo for 6 months .
A feeling of deepest fear towards my future , struggling to get 2.8 or better , 3.0 , see which local U can offer me a place ?
Should i study bussiness or econs in the future like what i do now ? Actually i don't really like econs .
Illustration or Interior design ? Do i really fond of interior design ? The market for interior design is too pack , can i survive ? Can i earn even one cent by becoming a illustrator ? Do i really love drawing ? I can't imagine the day when i totally sick of drawing , lose my passion to it , it's terrible . And if that day come , i think i am just a crap who can't survive in this world .    And i am struggling to become a better me , but how sad i m just an ordinary person , it's too hard for me to become a better 'me' i really want to .
唉，我也只是一介凡夫俗子，什么大器什么风度什么度量什么勇敢什么坚强什么稳重都是骗人的，我根本做不到 . 19岁了我还是吊儿郎当 . 19岁了我还是一样懦弱 .
But , things will turn out to be fine , right ?

'Close eye , hoping for a better life .'